i've been sick for at least a week and everything seems to be so different now. i really wonder why.
i can't imagine losing someone who've stayed with me for so long, i really can't. my mom just changed a new maid and why? why is she doing this to me when i already feel so attached to her, today, when she went home, i saw her crying and i couldn't imagine the feeling that i'll never see her again, never. it's like, i lost it all and that's the word "forever" she's the only person that i can feel so secure and attach, she never fails to clean up the house and my room especially, she's so attached to my dogs and my family but why must she just switch? why? why is my mom doing all this to me? can't she understand the meaning of slow-learner? i really don't understand the points in my life, i guess this is part and parcel of my life. i have the most unforgetable memories with her, i really HAD it all. God had a will to lead her to my family and work with us, why didn't my mom fullfil that will? i really wonder sometimes.
i've been sick for the past ONE week, since then i've been down with eye infection, throat infection, ear blocks, fever and migrains. WHY, is this happening the week before my exams? i just can't imagine what i'm going through, my eyes makes me sleepy, my throat makes me irritated, my ear blocks makes me feel so lost and fever and migrains makes me wanna sleep, none of this seems to be working, i've already been to TWO doctors and have been prescribed more than 8 medicines
tablet for running nose
tablet for block nose
eye drops
cough syrup
lozanges
vomiting
fever
headaches
the end of year is reall giving me loads of pressure, i've been signing up forms for the transfer to PLMGS next year, all these pressure and expectations for next year is really tiring me up, A1 for all subjects and a pass for maths? how is this possible? HOW? i really cannot pour out my feelings anymore, i've been banned from the computer and i feel so lousy i really do.
i've lost everything i ever wanted, tell me, just tell me what to do,
all i ever wanted to be a ordinary girl, someone just like you.
my sweetest downfall-
written, Tiffany
The Girl Next Door
Tiffany Teo ♥
braces
fairsian
kid at heart
beauty & love
frank but blunt
middle school kid
8 december 1992
all for Jesus Christ
ultimate_tiffany@hotmail.com
i'm God's creation & so are YOU!
Spread The Love
left me hanging
so damn lonely
you didn't know
you're my one & only
Martini Kisses
♥ shop
♥ jazz
♥ parties
♥ dancing
♥ chick flicks
♥ boat rides
♥ photography
♥ ferris wheels
♥ romantic boys
♥ i dislike crowds
♥ fetish for fashion
♥ chocolate fondue
♥ tennis, golf & netball
♥ i prefer to be reserved
♥ cotton candies & carnivals
♥ my dogs, princess & becky
A Cinderella Story
a tatoo
anklet
have faith
pink PSP case
more cosmetics
love everybody
purple carebear
pink IPOD casing
digital perm by June
princess sparkle pony
tinkerbell necklace
pink cyber shot camera
be a blessing to others
dance in the moonlight
complete OC DVD collection
good grades for semester two
study & live in California, newport
♡
PS: with Jesus in me, i'm contented with everything i have, the only thing is, my heart is yearning for him :D
I'm Screaming I Love You
What's Ahead Baby?
30 April - Social Studies Exam
01 May - Labour Day, Cousin Janey & Christabel's Birthday
02 May - History, Physics Exam & Theodore's Birthday
03 May - Chemistry & Chinese B Exam
04 May - Mathematics Exam
07 May - Food & Nutrition Exam & 3rd month <3
08 May - Marking Day = No School
09 May - Alignment Day = No School & Cheryl Chia's Birthday
10 May - Checking of Scripts, Dental Appointment & Shihan's Birthday
11 May - Checking of Scripts
14 May - Wheel Week = OBS Camp & Vienne's Birthday
15 May - Wheel Week = OBS Camp & Weizheng's Birthday
16 May - Wheel Week = OBS Camp
17 May - Wheel Week = OBS Camp & Jeanette's Birthday
18 May - Wheel Week = OBS Camp
21 May - E-learning Day = No School
22 May - E-learning Day = No School & Jeyun's Birthday
23 May - E-learning Day = No School
24 May - Meet the parents = Last day of school, Sister Mervyn's Birthday & Ivy's Birthday
25 May - Desmond Heng's Birthday :D
28 May - Joel Lee's Birthday
29 May - Joel Tang and Shervin's Birthday
30 May - Jing Xia's Birthday
31 May - Parent's Wedding Anniversary