hello! tuesday was like madness day! i went back to the primary school for a dental checkup, woo hoo and got the teeth polished ;) okay, i HAVE to get braces on = and man, i want purple! haha or pink!?or blue? or RAINBOW! hahaha. okok, after my dental checkup, i saw eddy at the bus stop. HAHA. okay, out of point, i went to plaza singapura to get my manicure, forgot the place name and i got my nails painted WHITE! yay! haha, anyway i have to remove it on sunday ): big deal! i was running late for my 2pm appointment at toh payo for facial =/ haha, my mom made an appointment for me, madness right? i know, but it was like 2 hr 30 mins and the women was super nice ;) haha. okay, well, that wasn't the end of my day, i've made 3 appointments which i couldn't cancel and actually, that day, my grand dad passed on, so... instantly, i didn't had the time of my life, i thought maybe if i've gone to see him earlier, i would have seen him alive for the very last time, but no, i was selfish and preoccupied with my own well being. i just felt the deep stabbed in me, and i couldn't ever recover that though ); i went to the wake which is held at mount vernan, palour one. and helpped my relatives with all the stuff. well, was wondering what was happening in my life, everything seems so blue, i just couldn't pour my heart out to anyone at the moment, even my love life has gone to the drain. i guess this is just the beginning of my waking up thoughts, i felt that god has led a hint on me to start afresh when school reopen and i really hope to be a brand new person. well, i have to stay on at the wake for 5 days, till saturday, and i'll try m best to spend my time at the wake. oh gosh i hope this is the right beginning for me.
